It's really stupid when you consider yourself normal, believe that you are normal but then realize that everything you tell yourself is bullshit.
You say there's nothing wrong with you and you're perfectly fine and happy but when you're alone, you cry.
You binge when you're sad and you know that it's bad but you do it anyway. After a while you feel sick and full and guilty so you purge.
You know that there are so many reasons for you to be happy and grateful but at the back of your mind, you just want to run away or just end everything. It's a scary feeling, and you try to find a way to make it go away but it's hard, so hard.
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