Shitscared

This month had been such an emotional rollercoaster for me. A lot of things happened that concerned my adult life, and I am still trying to absorb all of it.

And then this happened. I had a health scare days ago and I thought I was going to die. Death scares me so much; it is something I don't think I can handle. Thinking about it makes me want to cry and hide.

It is really terrible when you are in physical pain and at the same time dealing with emotional issues. The stress is beyond insane. Totally a deadly combo.


: I want the world to stop - Belle and Sebastian